Unknown

Foreign...

It's unknown why we are at this place
It's unknown what the source is
It's unknown what is the truth and what is a lie

It's unknown why every destructive decision is then muted by an excuse
It's unknown whether how you use and abuse me is unintentional
It's unknown whether you define your cheating as justifiable

It's unknown if you are aware the scars left on my heart and mind
It's unknown whether you are delusional or numb to the pain you cause
It's unknown whether your victim mentality is a coping mechanism or a personality trait

It's unknown if I walk away and refuse being complacent
It's unknown if I will stop apologizing for your bullshit
It's unknown, it I will stop letting you back in

It's unknown if my feelings mean anything to you
It's unknown if I will turn away from your empty kisses and broken promises
It's unknown if I will let myself be unloved

It's unknown why it is so hard to let go of something so wrong
It's unknown whether I will refuse being dragged through the dirt to ease your guilty conscience
It's unknown whether I will fully ingest our reality or continue to hold on to a fantasy