Rule the world

Achieved alot. feeling underachieved. People around me makes me appreciate my achievements

I used to feel alive, as If I ruled the world. Full of joy, happiness and innocence.
Then I discovered in what world I live in. So much is going wrong in this world. My luck can’t be explained.
Always there on my shoulder you were. Why do I get this, why do I deserve this luck.
Is it my imagination or is there somebody watching my every move, never letting me feel colder.
Don’t worry I will feel as if i feel alive in this world once more, maybe I started to change as soon as I felt like I didn’t sleep on my own.