Back to The Shadows

This is a deep feeling. which i have wrote into a poem.

I was found but am now sad.
For it seems this loneliness, will drive me mad.
I thought I had found happiness to call my own.
But now my heart only swells, becoming heavy as stone.
It seems I am destined to know pain.
But after surviving it what will I gain.
Will I find again someone to love.
Or through the dirt will I have to shove.
Trying to forge a better life.
Even if it means without a wife.
So now I wait and watch as by me life goes.
For now I have went Back Into The Shadows.