I miss you

Lost my little brother

January third twenty sixteen the day my life turned into a dream
My beautiful brother words can't express
Seeing you dead has left me a mess

Seeing you there your mortal remain
I had no idea you'd try this again

My mind is an eggshell ready to crack
I look at your daughter and want you back

If you told me your trouble I would of been there
On New Years Eve not one hint of despair

You were so young I wish I was there
I was too late this isn't fair

I look at my life trying to hope
When I close my eyes all I see is the rope

I try to move on and let you go
best friends we were I love you so