Did She Ever Love Me?

loss, love

Did she ever love me?
How can I even prove it?
She continues to ignore me,
Like she’s done for years and years.
Yet, still I wonder,
And still I crave
Those moments that I’ve never had,
With my mother.

The sad thing is,
She’s getting older.
And soon the cravings will end
The losses will be moot
With letters I have yet to send.

And overtures,
I’ve made so many.
But how many rejections,
Can a heart endure?
She continues to ignore me.
How can I even disprove it?
Did she ever love me?
Her loss and mine.