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happiness in other to find it in yourself |
| When my eyes close I see a world of possibilities. I see a world with no anger or hate but instead a world with hope and kindness. Today is when I feel like I am unstoppable. No one can hurt me when i am alone. Saving my heart so I can not be torn from the inside out. I feel unsafe around people that I know an don't know. My world is small so as to make sure I don't break myself. Learning to find the good even when I am to sad to care about my feelings. I need to stay strong in the face pain. Crying inside my head so as not to let them know my suffering. I smile outside so people will not know my true heart's thoughts. Everyday I feel nothing because I am to scared to feel anything. If I let myself feel it will only scar me. I am afraid to let anyone into my heart. I been broken inside. I am unable to feel myself slip into depression. I can't think of myself when I am in pain. My thoughts are fractured. |