A Frozen Tear

I wrote this poem? during the recovering process after my son's death.

So, so cold!
Bones on fire
Rancid smell
Teeth chatter

Body shivers
Threatens seizure
Fist-size muscle
Turns to ice

Brain sends
Signal
Breathe
Again

Winter beauty
Anticipation
Mark, Jesus
Birthdays

Now Dead
Like my
Cold
Heart

Suddenly,
A flash
A glimpse
A glimmer

Lightning hit
Snow-covered
Tree
Precisely

Tear once frozen
Turned to hope
Again
To live, to live