Mind Ramblings

I don't know what to think anymore. I miss my old friends, even if they were fake, they were friends at the time. I wanted people to laugh with, and I got it, but then they disappeared. I want them back. I feel selfish because I don't want my other friends, I just want my old ones. I want to go back. I may not have been in my best situation, but I had so many people I want now. I never wanted to go back so badly. I can never forget their looks. Their cold, unforgiving looks. What did I do? Why won't they talk to me, why won't they text me back? Why was I so stupid? God, I messed up. I just can't ever let go.