Shaded Black and Grey

A depressed girl wondering.....Warning: depression undertones

I wonder how many people are annoyed by the sun
How many would rather have dark ominous clouds cover the sky
Too many I'm guessing

They want the world to match their mood
Paint everything in shades of black and gray
It makes sense
Blue and yellow are too happy for someone who wants sits in a dark room and shut out the world

It's so much work
To surround yourself with people and happiness
It's draining
When all you need is music and the clouds to keep you company
They're the ones who always stay anyway