| My face is puffy and red while painful tears stream down my face. I cry out loud hopefully someone will hear my silent screams. I yell out for help but no one hears... no one can rescue me. My body begins to shake, unable to stop. I am feeling so alone, helpless and devoid. God, I am so tired and the pain inside does not go away. My heart hurts so bad I think it might explode. No one hears my pain, no one understands my pain. My pain is my pain to deal with. No one can stop my heartache. I don't know how to stop the suffering, how do I exit this situation? I feel weaker and weaker and weaker. I feel unloved like no one cares. I feel unwanted. My cry for help goes unheard or understood. I pray to you God but hear nothing from you. What do I need to do to get your attention? I have no answers. |