What I feel!

A poem that took me two weeks to come up with for my counselor Jolene.

Many people say they feel happy most of the time and rarely sad,
         I feel sad and depressed,
From all the terrible things said about me,
         From being treated like nothing,
I feel angry when people walk all over me,
         Thinking they are better than me,
That it is okay to treat me like nothing,
         I feel excluded when people ignore me,
Never invite me to do anything,
         I tried once to get invited to do something,
I was ignored and looked at like I was nothing,
         I feel happy when I am at home,
With my cats,
         Alone in my own thoughts and room,
Where I can be myself and express who I am,
         And spending time with my cousin Madison,
So in the end,
         These are the feelings I feel,
That express what my life is like,
         And why I feel them.