i have ruined me

i wrote this in my creative writing class.

I have ruined me.
Beyond belief.
I just let her go.

I have ruined her.
She just wants die.
And im so sorry.

I have ruined her reputation.
She was good, now she’s horrible.
I should have never touched her.
Never kissed her.

I have ruined me.
I can’t fix me.
I’m broken beyond imaginable.

This is it.
I’ll move, start over new.
You’ll never hear of me again.
I’ll try again.

But for now
I am ruined
Just like you.