Brain over heart

what happens when you choose your 'brain' over 'heart'

The sprint in the walk gone

the smile only pasted,

with no gleam to reflect from my eye

coz i know that i've made the wrong choice..

'right' over 'wrong'

sad over happy

unknown over known

Brain over heart..



Now, a little too late,

i realise, i've done it wrong

coz nothing comes naturally anymore

the emotions are so blunt

i have to process the information

and think to reack

with my thoughts in complete control of myself

you'd think its good

but ay

its not, I feel so blunt..,

my face a mask of a robot

with the remote with me



worst part is i'll be this machine i am

for the rest of my life

haunted by your thoughts and my feelings..

the ones that are never spoken,

and the ones that are never defined,

and the ones that are never understood



why did i enjoy complicating my life soo...???