O.D.

In 2006 I wrote this, then had a personal battle with drugs, love reading this as sober

As time drags on
I feel my soul is gone
My parent's don't listen
They don't care
Silently they sit and stare

I begin to smoke
I begin to drink
Suddenly I can't think
I feel powerless
And weak
I'm turning into a druggie freak

I used to smile
I used to laugh
Now I can't even do my math
I feel so stupid
I feel so dumb
I just want to suck my thumb

Now it's all over
I'll never see the light of day
My life ended in two simple letters
O.D. was the end of me