My Father

Acceptance of the real relationship between my father and I.

My hero
Never a zero
But you've gone
Me a young fawn
Curious for help
Never did I judge
But you need a nudge

Your specialty
Walk away
Here I shall patiently stay
Waiting for the day
Where you turn and say
With my life I'll pay

I admired
Never tired
Always trusting
Not know what you were lusting
A son
To you more fun
My dreams are done

I give, you take
Why so fake?
Afraid of me for fuck's sake
Why so hard to see
You are like me
A disappointment
Forever to you I'll be
Please dad
Don't be sad
Natural reaction
Tends to be my fashion

Hateful words
I will smash 'em
Too busy to see you're crashin'
All you're doing was regretting me
Here we see
How silly of me
Your little girl
I wanna be
Not his name do I wanna say
To this day
Patiently
You shall stay
Hoping someday you find a way

My father I must say
Can't take one more day
Others asked to pray
Another new night alone i lay

Acceptance I need
My wish will you heed
One thing dad
Don't ever leave