Basic bitches care about life

Sick day apathy

I don't care
I don't care
I don't care
I don't care
I don't care
I don't care
Girls are chanting in the courtyard of my apartment building
Two xanax to feel nothing long enough
To pretend that I can feel at all
Is this depression or just
Wanting to be depressed
An out, an excuse
For how everyone feels constantly
One continuous mistake
Disconnection is a way of dealing withbad decisions
Or bad decisions are born from apathy
I've never succeeded at anything I've held passionately
I don't know my own feelings
I don't care