"Sarcifice"

I tried to wash away the pain
but only brought on more
now I lay dying
my blood all on the floor
this will be my sacrifice
if I can not live
for all I ever dreamed
was never as it seemed
the hurt and betrayal
is taking over me

Blood and pure things
are they even true
it hides its nature dearly
and never shows clearly
blood is really blue
till it hits the air
and pure we never know
because no one really cares
Sacrifice is what i'll give
for this pain to go away
but I don't think that'll happen
I think it'll always stay
my sacrifice would be
a torture in history
so horrible with pain
you'll think it is gone

Sacrifice, sacrifice
hanging above my head
what should I do
should I die instead