Im sick of this

A poetic fight inside myself

Im sick of this
Drifting apart
missing time we can spend
youre a dick
selfish prick

Do you care?
Lying bastard

I try and try
what do I get?
A crappy boyfriend

I fucking love you
I fucking hate you

Just fucking change
into that person i used to know
what happened to him??
It wasnt long ago
you always say
ill change,ill change
Promise
and promise
lie after lie
shoot me
just fucking shoot me

I cant take it
I do not want to feel this way

I can not and will not forgive you for that day
you disgust me
You an Her
I bet it was great
I bet you enjoyed it
I bet you never once thought of me did you?At all.
Would it hurt her?Would she care?
Thanks
Thanks a lot
Give me space
you stupid waste