Delirium

Choppy Vent; Emotions, that I will never shake

It will never end
It will never cease
The buzz in the back of my mind
A cloud, indescribable
It clings to me like a humid day
I cannot see through it

Through gritted teeth I say i'm alright
But I cannot hear myself think
I cannot feel emotions, my brain has ceased in some horrific manner
Im frustrated, but dense
I will never give in, tel anyone

How would I start
Maybe im crazy,
Maybe its who I am

Im angry, but cant shake it
Like a pesky fly always there to annoy you
"Help" is stuck on my tongue, some cruel joke.