Standing there in the eye of the storm, not believing what is in front of me. Emotional distress and disaster surrounds me. I was blind sided by this perfect storm. I did not realize that it was even happening and I could not stop it. It is as invisible as the wind but I can sense it. What do you do when an action you take may do more harm than good. I see what has been destroyed, I feel the burning urge for something more. I feel as though I am lost at sea... alone. The one that can help blows on by and I am left in the path of its destruction. I am in awe at this thing that has gotten through all my defenses. It still lurks behind these walls. The rays of light shine down but the storm is not over. |