change

we must first free our self then we can be free from others

still in silence gazing at the trees and wind blown leaves
piano playing love songs my heart yearns to speak
the tears pour down my cheek I am floating on this river created by the pain
moving my soul to healing dispelling all the lies
I am liberating I now feel alive moving ahead  embracing chance
now I can finally breath although the tears wont stop pouring I have learned to kiss the rain
I found the most honest part of me daring to uncover all the shame
learning that to break free from the bondage I must  unlock the prison to my mind the place that fear to long abides
so ... this river may take me places I have never seen before places I cant control
at least I am willing to go unlike so many years before
just when I thought it was over just when I lost all strength my tears saved me from the grave
moving out loud .