I Love You But I Dont Like You

Two people bound in an unhealthy relationship that there doesn't seem to be an end to.

You accidently brush my skin'
I involuntarly flinch away hasty
The face I used to love so much
Is now hateful, wasted and pasty

I feel bad for the disgust I have,
I love you but I feel too repelled
If I could forget what I know to be true
I would have the thoughts dispelled

The spiteful, nasty glares at me,
Words like bullets killing love
While you cry fake tears with other
You wear 'Woe is me' like a glove

You are lying next to me now
I could elbow you in the face
The times you made me pay
And slammed me in my place

Yet all the times you hid so well
You have played it very cool
Making me feel so guilty
I feel like such a fool

Facebook stupid facebook
The social beakdown sight
But in doing so I saw YOU
In all your glorious light

The more I read the sicker I felt
But could not seem to halt
My trapped eyes and anger grew
my stomuch falling into a vault

A year ago I started afresh
But gave him up for this!
Years of argueing and misery
All starting with a kiss