Christmas wish list

Should I take that next step? Getting over my fears moving on

I want this list to come so true
For life to move for me and you
Christmas magic,mistletoe,
Dreams have moved way too slow
On my list every year has been always
to be with you.
3,000 miles maybe more, distant phone calls
secret smiles
For you are there and I am here
12 yrs I have been waiting for that chance
to love you up close

My Santa's wish this year will be
the long plane ride trip to Sydney
I am nervous strange and ridiculous
Like a school girl waiting for her first kiss
We have been separate for so long
I need my life forward and to move on

I must be brave and strong and daring
I need to make this commitment stick
No more going back and forth
Can I ? Will I? Be that woman who
is willing to change,to grow to take a chance?


My love this list is never ending,encircled with
my promise to love you forever.
Be my santa help me make this come true
our Christmas gift from me to you