Another Sad Dream

dream I've often had.

Alone again
An empty room
The knife is calling
Impending doom

The morning birds sing
But I do not wake
My mother screams
Death is not fake

This can't be happening
But I knew it would
My lifeless corpse
Lies still like it should

She holds me tight
Her tears seep into my skin
She thought about my future
And what could've been

The scars are deep
The pain so real
Innocence bleeds
Numbing feel

The last thing I remember
Was closing my eyes
Forever resting in peace
I left no goodbyes

Disconnected from my body
I drift above the scene
I just want you to know
I never meant to be mean

You dial 911
In your heart I tore a hole
Dropped down to your knees
Your sobs and cries pierce my soul

You whisper in my ear
Forever you'll be in my heart
Grab my hand and smooth my hair
You wish we didn't have to be apart