Abandoned

Depressed, again... I need to vent

Darkness, depression,
That feeling... Deep in my throat,
The throbbing of my soul....
Yearning...,
Searching... .

No one out there,
My friends,
Vanished,
Moved on, grown up.

A tear, a waterfall,
A hug is all I need,
Someone to care for me,
Someone to say "I care".

All I see is Darkness,
And so I smile on,
Acting like nothing is out of the ordinary...,
As my soul, my heart, Eats away at itself.

Darkness, emptiness, the pit in my throat... ,
Say you care... hug me... take away my worries.. .

God where are you?
Must I go to the grave to know you exist?
No help from you?...
I guess there is no hope...
Just darkness, all emptiness.