Blinded by the Light of your Crown

This is about how my friend treated me badly because she only thought about herself.

It seems as I try to say it out loud.
That no-one is listening
As I get drownded in the crowd
-That follows you.

I fight my way through
But as soon as I reach you
I feel tears prick my eyes
Because I know I can't beat you.

What I dont understand
Is that I continually strive
To keep this so called friendship alive.

Its your ignorance that lets me down
So if I walk away
Please don't frown.
I know its hard for you to see
Because your blinded by the light of your crown.