Paranoid

I wrote this poem when I was feeling a little down.Hope you like it.

I'm Paranoid.
Mostly about what you think of me,
How you see me,
How you judge me.

I want you to like me.
Maybe then I can stop thinking so hard
About how to please you.

I'm scared those I love
Will see me as what I really am.
A wreck.
I'm scared you'll see how I play my games,
And run from me.
That's my biggest fear.
Being alone
Being surrounded by nothing.
Being paranoid all over again.