A space to bury past and coming love

how many loves have you experienced? so do you have a place to keep them?

Dec 1, 2012

Last night, i was drunk. i miss her and typing a message as follow.
I can't help typing to tell you the truth,
This is not lyrics and i feel tears in eyes.
I am awake and miss you,
I often do this but dare not to tell you.
Something is pure and strong, and tears again,
just a kind of expressions, keep true or faulse.
Don't be scared by this, absolutely safe,
Trust, when i miss, it is calm.

I didn't get up early as normal until i feel strong enough to face her, one of my collegue. she is not so beautiful, but i am attracted in recent days. i have to forget and end everything, so a find the place to bury it.

Dec 9, 2012

Actually, i can't forget her images in my brain, i don't know what is her feeling, whether she feel some or not at all. but remembering is a kind of good things, it can bring something inside and let me feel more stronger, so i should say thanks to her to myself.