a pile of sins

Loneliness is known to steal my heart away
Like a thief in the night it rearranges my days
Tricks my mind into thinking I finally have found the right way
But truth is honesty cowers down while blind oblivion stays

I keep breaking pieces off
Tossing them into the wind
Unexpected emotions pour over
And add to my pile of sins

Im left misunderstood each time i confide
The army of beautiful thoughts floating inside
As i seek out the truth I find that again I have lied
Comfort has escaped me each time that I've tried