when i say i love you

i wrote this to my husband in his absence.i just found out i truly did love him.

WHEN I SAY I LOVE YOU

When i say i love you,
i mean a lot of things.
Not just that my heart beats for you,
but that it beats faster because of you.
Not just that i think of you all the time,
but that i cant help thinking about you.
Not just that i want to hold you,
but that i want to be the only one doing so
Not just that i will take care of you,
but that i will do it unconditionally
Not just that i want to know you more,
but that i want to know you forever
Not just that my body aches for you,
but that it aches only for you.
Not just that i will never leave you,
but that i will always be here with you.
Not just that i trust you,
but that you can trust me too.
So you see,when i say i love you.
I really mean so much more.