Woke Up Today Unsure

A page from my daily journal,

Hey man, how’s it going?

I woke up today wavering slightly on my declaration last night, so I felt like I should rewrite it- maybe copy and paste it around my room and stuff. But I want to be happy- and will base my current decisions from my future mind, not my future body being based off my current mind.

Because really, that’s the only way to be free.

I can either bob around like a booie in the turbulent ocean of right or wrong, letting the whim of the current determine my movement, or I can be a train conductor just making sure to pay attention to the track.

I don’t want to have any reason to look down on myself, because then

I won’t have any reason to feel unhappy.

ya dig?

Mike