Broken, Again

Some words about the anger and pain of betrayal.

I feel so dead. He lied to me.
He never loved me... just like he said.
I was wrong to hope that he ever would.
I was wrong to think my life could be good.
I was wrong to hope to have a man
who'd be true and good, and give a damn.
My feelings don't matter.  My heart can break.
My soul can die because of his mistake.
But it's okay... it must be fine
to break someones's heart... because "it's not mine".
Blind faith I said... but I'm such a fool
to trust someone 'cause I think he's cool.
'Cause he said he won't lie and I believed it.
A year's gone by... I should've percieved it.
It always ends this way-always in tears.
So for the next year I guess I'l drown in beers,
and after that for years in fear...
until one day, I'll believe again
and sooner or later it'll have the same end.