The Love Long Lost

Pain many people go through with a first love that's been lost but never forgotten.

His voice pierces through my ears
All I think about as I hear his voice in the distance is how we used to be
I can't help but think how different things would be if I had kept my mouth shut about certain things.

All I can do now is sit and try to convince myself that,
I don't care anymore.
I do care,
I care a lot.
I love him
With everything I have

When he's around I can't help but lose myself in his voice
Every once in a while when I'm alone I catch myself tearing a bit
Everyday I convince myself more and more that there will never be an "Us" again
It will take a while and a lot of emotional strain but it's worth it to get him out of my mind for good or for at least a while.

***BASED ON A REAL EXPERIENCE***