Alone in my Memories

What do you remember? Are YOU alone?

There are things one shouldn't experience,

Things that can scar.

There are things that one shouldn't remember,

Like being abused.


I can't fathom

What it might have been like

To never remember.

What did I do to deserve it?


My guardians trusted him,

I trusted him.

He said it was just a game.

Does that make it wrong on my part?

Is it my fault?


How do I go on from this?

How?


I sit alone

In a restaurant

Questioning myself.


I am the only one in my memories.