| Sometimes I don’t know if I should smile or if I should cry… The pain I cause you is unbearable, but you just shrug it on by… Your happiness is what I strive for, trying to keep a smile in place… But sometimes I wonder if it’s a smile that’s plastered on your face… You always make me laugh, you always brighten the day… And I hate myself for all the words I say… I’m sorry for this pain, this misery, this anguish, and this intolerable torture I’ve caused you… And I hope that you’ll forgive me and that we can start anew… |