Scared of Whats After Death

I still wonder..

I sit here and wonder what will or could happen ..

Will my heart still be full of passion?

Could i die of a disease?

This feeling is such a tease.

Will i still be able to think?

Soon my body will shrivel and shrink.



Will i remember my feet on this earth ?

But inside ill be dead and hurt,

Will i be taken to a better place?

I hope my loved ones remember my face.



Who will i see? Will YOU still love me? Before i left i cried then died but my past is still present..

Like the moonlight creasent

My heart will no longer need a beat.

My goal in life once was a treat

Guess when you die your dreesms go away.

It doesnt mattet what i have to say so long today my heart will lay.

Im still completely unsure if how ill pass ..

My feelings i no longer I will cause your storms and the lightening will flash..

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