It's a Motherfucker

something i just jotted down

it's a motherfucker being here without you
staring at the walls; feeling such a loss
and i won't ever be the same

it's a motherfucker being here without you
talking to the walls; wanting a response
and i won't ever be the same

the feeling that you need someone
to show you you're alive
the feeling that you need someone
to tell you you'll be fine

it's a motherfucker getting through this time
but when i get to hold you, i know that i'll be fine

but i won't ever be the same
and i won't ever be the same