The Final Stand

Written to prevent suicide & Self Harm

I’m reaching out to find you,
And all the things I left behind.
I’m looking for the answers,
The answers I can’t find.

Memories are rolling back,
Haunting my buried past,
It’s time to turn the light on,
Enlighten the shadow I’ve cast.

Where are you now?
I need you here, today.
I’m searching for someone,
To help me find my way.

I’m heading for the crossroads
Which destined path is mine?
All the signs are muddle,
It’s time to walk the line.

Beyond this world, into the next
Is where I’m destined to be
I’ll never make it in this life,
Things just aren’t for me

Feeling joy is impossible
To those that have no senses
I draw the line ― it’s over
As all my body tenses.