A Thousand Times

a poem about my almost was love life.

I look for you every day
Even though
I know
Theres no way.

When I do
See you
I die inside
A thousand times

I did tell you
My secret
"I think love you"
I said

Because when i walk in the door
an see your face
My heart soars
and I stop in place

Then I remember
That day
When I said:
"I think I love you, anyway"

Is it love when at night
tears blur my sight?
Is it love when at night
I dream about losing you, in fright?

Is it love when everyday
I look your way?
Is it love when everyday
I look at you even though I'll die anyway?

I look for you everyday
knowing
I'll die inside a thousand times
hoping
You'll look my way