What Have I Become?

Poem within a poem again, hope you like it!

Have you ever looked at yourself in the mirror
And really looked at yourself?
Looked deeper than the outside?
                                                                                      What
did you see? Did you feel ashamed?
Even the slightest?
                                                                                      Have
you ever wanted to run away?
Just to see who would follow?
Get in a major accident
Just to see who would care?
                                                                                        I
think about it everyday actually
Who are my real friends? Who
really cares. But the one person
I think about the most, Him
What would I
                                                                                      Become
to him if I was almost gone?