Schematic Situation

An outpouring in response to a moral dilemma, the most powerful of human emotions: love.

An impossible girl with impossible thoughts.
Her mind crafts a future
Although all looks bright, she herself isn't sure.

Such a grand fated view based on faded snapshots:
Small celebrations,
Glowworm-lit hand holding, first week flirtations.

Tender kisses in moonlight, first date sandcastles,
V-day surprises.
Two years trickle by, and one romanticizes.

Separation anxiety creates hassles.
Will he still love me?
Should I live life now, as there is no guarantee?

Suitors stand waiting, to bestow the entire world,
A chance meant for one.
Transitory love aside, my heart weighs a tonne.

Titillating directions to me have unfurled,
Pleasure mixed with guilt.
A most zealous flower, without love, I will wilt.