To a friend

Not sure if she will read this, but still...

"Someday this fighting will be through This is my promise to you…" -- I guess that day is on it's way

"I hope your promise will hold true But know that it will take effort from me and you." -- You did your part... now it's my turn...


Addition of a short poem...

The weekend passes, mistakes were made
Constant worrying and many regrets
Wondering who I attempted to aid.

Deep inside of me, a new fear has come to rise
Dreamless nights and sweeping cold sweats
Ashamed that they are because of multiple lies.


Another short poem addition...

If you're that voice in my head, then why aren't you here?
I need you right now, but you had to disappear

All that you have said was true in the past.
But now everything is just happening so fast

Are you still there to help me keep going?
If you are, I push forward unknowing

Silence is all that is left since you have gone.
At times I don't even know if I will see the next dawn...