Sorry

(it's not finished, msg ideas plz) apologizing for a mistake and wanting to be forgiven.

I started to feel alone,
For reasons left unknown.
I took it out on you,
Though you didn't have a clue.

I've ruined the friendship we had.
All my good turned bad.
Now my world is upside down,
And I can't get it turned back around.

Please don't think I hate you,
Oh, if only you knew....
If I cry at my stupidity
Will you laugh at me?

What happened haunts me
As these feelings taunt me,
am I forgiven?
Or has the stake been driven?