i will wait...

love and longing

I see his face everywhere i go...
He is constantly in my thoughts...
Nothing i do or say doesnt make me wonder
"What would he think" "what would he say"....
I want him to feel for me the way i feel for him, but he wont
No one will, no one can look past all the fat and ugliness that is me,
To see the woman within...
The woman with a heart so caring and so deep that sometimes
It feels as though she can feel everything at once...
I want him to share this with me,
My heart sores when he talks to me,
I live for the moments he recognizes me.
Will he ever know this or be able to feel for me as i feel for him?
I dont know, but i will wait...
I will wait no matter how long it takes,
No matter if he never sees me or wants me ...
I will wait...