Flawed With Everything

How I sometimes feel.

I hear everything around me...
Every word someone says to me
My mind turns to an insult
And tells me that everything hates me

But why can't I just accept
a compliment?
My mind must hate me
But, why, it has no reason?
I'm so scared...

I ask again and again
to myself if I am really hearing voices

I don't want these thoughts!
Make them go away!
Go away!

I need help!
I scream to someone
Mommy...
Daddy...
Can I be honest?

You'll tell me its nothing to worry over
I know you love me and I you
but I can't keep living this way!

I'm so scared of myself!