Unnoticed

pain darkness

I sit alone in my empty room
With no light
Except the moon
Shining bright through my bedroom window
My window is wide open
Letting in a slight breeze
And the smell of spring

My eyes filled with tears
Tracks down my face
Of smudged mascarsa and eyeliner
From earlier that night
I wimper like a child
Cuddle up in a corner
Pillows surrounding, blankets smothering

I can only remember
Crying like this once before
The night I lost
The most important man in my life

I sit in silence for a while
To see if they will notice
The family and friends
They sit in the lounge room
Down the hall
And don't even notice
The teen down the hallway
Weeping in pain

Visions of the future,
Disappear.
Memories from the past,
Relived here.