whats the anser to life?

a question for god...

I always wondered what the answer to life was…
I’ll I see around me is despair
All the broken hearts slipping away into total darkness
There’s no way to save them now
What is the answer to life? What the reason we live?
I won’t forget how she died that day…
She also lost her love
And her total control…
We miss her and I miss her more
But she’s gone from us now…
It hurts every night and every day…
But it can’t be helped…
Until I die
What is life? Why do I hurt? Why do I care so much?...
And still no one cares for it…
It’s just lost and can’t be found
The name is all dried up like old grapes in the sun
I wonder how she lived…
Did she die in vain? Or with a cause?
Was her life good for me?
I don’t want to feel any pain now
I want to slip into a sleep that will last forever so I will no longer fill the pain and when I got to the great starry, cloudy great place I will ask the great one what was the point of life what was my meaning and why he created the earth…