Just thinking

Hmmm well it's just free writing about how I feel. My girlfriend wants to join the army

So I'm not a writer so this may not even make sense to some but I want to talk about this and what's on my mind.
      My girlfriend, the love of my life wants to join the army.
I support her 100% and I will always support her.
I try to stay strong and be okay with it.
She and I both know that it hurts me.
I'm afraid to lose her, not leave me but another way to be lost...
I'm not the strongest person, and I'm afraid I won't be strong enough.
I'm afraid that I'll be lost.
I won't have any clue what to do.
Everytime I think about it I break into tears.
No matter what I'm going to support her 100
I'm just scared.
Really really scared.
I love her she's the only person I love and she's the only person I will ever love.