Now what?

i wrote this the day all i did was cry becuz i thought of nothing but my dad.

The day you went away
I knew life wouldn’t be the same
Smiles on faces no longer there
How could this happen its just not fair
You always said you’d be here forever
Why did you leave me you said never ever
One day you’re here
The next is my greatest fear
I remember when you said you scared an old lady while getting gas
And said when I got older you would kick my boyfriends ass
Why are you so far away
Why couldn’t you just stay
Things will never be the same
Sometimes I feel im part to blame