Wish I Was Senseless

longing and wishing for numbness.

Wish I Was Senseless.
By Savanna Ewing

My brain is broken,
It must be to now see you for what you are.
No my brain is perfectly sane.
It’s my heart that’s broken.
That’s it I see you through my heart.
Guess that’s why, I cry.

I wish my eyes would go away,
So I can’t cry anymore.
My body is sore,
Tired of missing you.
I am aching for your love.
But I feel none.

I wish my memories would disappear.
So I can’t remember you once were here.
My mind replays every kiss every embrace.
And now there’s hardly any trace of you left.
I try to remember the feelings,
But I can’t.

I wish my skin was numb,
So I can’t recall your touch.
This hurts so much.
If my skin was numb it would not hurt

When I cut it in two.
I should be with you.
But I don’t know where you are.
And so I cry, remember and feel
It all.